Momentum
Sometimes it occurs to me to stop. Or maybe that stopping might be a good idea. To disconnect from experience and reconnect with the truth. Maybe just stop the orders of the day and close my eyes until the heaviness disappears. I don’t though. The reason? What goes through my head is that it won’t make a difference. The time spent stopping won’t change the facts. It won’t rewrite history in a way that doesn’t have these feelings- this truth.
If I close my eyes for a time and lose everything to that nothingness will it take the tightness from my limbs or slow the quickness of my heartbeat? Will my second thoughts choose to leave me in peace?
No one can help me stop. No one else can choose the right path. I’m not really sure what’s next.




